April 2010
2 posts
Self preservation going against desire is not right. It’s completely fucked up.
But what other choice do I have? I have to leave him if I don’t get better. I can’t continue to take advantage of him and all his love forever. I have to get better. If I don’t, I just can’t be with him. I waant to be.badly. It’s just not right. And I’m terrified.
